I'm tired!!

Was nearly falling asleep when one of the job compy called up ._. totally can't sleep again.. Zzz..

Partly cause Hengky gone come back ltr.. I really miss him alot.. Haiss

But

Training later =( sian...


Recently so much stuff has been happening...

Losing match cause playing with some DON EVEN KNOW unknowns.. Will vomit blood please.. Please NO MORE OF THIS SHIT... Farking dulan.. To make it worst, always playing against known teams.. ARHH.. Fark this.. Though we won 1 game but im so pissed off, imagine having someone KS you almost all the frag with 1hit and to make it more funni they even on ulti to ks, its alrite to ks but im running with u guys so poor and ur all being so fark up.. FARK TAT IDIOT KEN^3 cb dulan.. Not just u nia..

Seriously it just makes me emo and dulan with them ._. The last game i totally give up to my teamates, me and Jj just went to do some stupid stuff like,

Chiong hero and press hold let them kill us..
Chiong dagon nc..
Chiong roshan..
Chiong to enemy base..

It's been so long since i last did all this crazy stuff..

Pub will be alot better then them..


Was having my last pub before bed but i'm like not even micro-ing.. Tired!! and the game 3v5 to 3v4 drag for like 100mins!! Anyway that gosu Sb micro the cw too, weirdest thing is that he's from other country.. t.t Wasn't even doing my part, sry about it esp sher was in that game..

SoooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooo irrated by some friend, totally seems to ruin my life.. I just wanne live peacefully and do my own stuff please.. Give me some space.. I'm not ur GF or Daughter For godsake.. But i doesnt wanne hurt ur feelings..
Kept quiet for the usual me, thanks to those with ur warnings and concern, i was so suprised that he said such stuff.. It just seems like 2 sided scary please..

I just want Hengky!! I just love Hengky!!

Been really busy this 2 days doing card and poster for him, tired baking cake but turns out bad.. lolx.. i gave up!! Still need to pei some friend to dota cause his bored so it's bad to reject.. So much stuff to do.. Doesn't feels like dota-ing recently cause Hengky's not around and to tink of all those matches i been thru, im like totally LOST interest in dota.. Isit time to quit? I dono!! Worst of all, i tink im gone feed and sat is paym..

So much for dota, so much for spoilting mood.. So much of quitting dota.. So much of affecting my life.. So much of Emo stuff.. So much of missing.. So much of irrating..

With ♥ From Suzanna [9:34 AM]